Tuesday, February 20, 2007

fuck...
sometimes i really hate u.. is it me or what?
i asked u to come up at 10 n u say its too late.. now its 1am n ur frens ask u out n u r going.. fuck so what am i??? does ur frens matter so much to u tt i am no n existance in ur eyes? just take ytd for an example.. seriously i dont think its my fault at all.. i told u right from the start nt to lie n to tell them str tt we aint coming.. but u.. u chose to tell a story n in e end things gt messed up n u still refuse to adopt my method till the v last min when u bo bian ald...........
i tell u.. u dont know me at all.. yes.. even when u r lying beside me n i am crying u dont even noe....... i hate u.. i hate u seriously........
i hate the way u hold ur frens in such a high level.. i feel so tiny in ur world.. i feel like leaving all the shit.. all i wanna have is to be happy.. i really v pek cek now i tell you................. y cant u treasure me b4 i go.. y r guys oways lyt.. nly regret when i left.. if i leave means no more love do you really wanan wait till then? when we were first together.. u r nv like tt.. i guess tis is wad a r/s all abt.. a facade in e begining, entertaining each other in e middle n taking each other for granted at the end.. i wish u good luck Mr F.. don let me lose hope in u


just when i am about the click the publish button.. u have to message me to gimme more to type here.. fuck just go away as far as long as u want i don care anymore i hate u! go n marry ur bloody frens ! fuck u! i hate u! i was right all along when i say i wanna marry my dog! i hate guys! i will nv get attached again after this! go away u frking bastard! yeah i bet if u r reading this u will still think tt i am being ridiculous.. yeah yeah................... wadever i hate u!